omg..
all this time i thought *nah, he won´t kill himself. betty will not allow that* but as i read this chapter i wasen´t so sure anymore.
the way you wrote his last hours at kinnetik, his last conversation with theodore, his thoughts before the fucking tree - it made me holding my breath - i was sooo tempted to scroll downdowndonw to read if justin would stop him or not. but i´m glad i didn´t.
and i´m even more glad that you let brian decide alone not to kill himself. i think it´s important for their future that he himself is willing to live. (even tho i´m relieved he made this promise to justin in the end, cause so i know he will never ever consider suicide anymore - cause a deal is a deal!)
i´m very happy that there is an epiloge - can´t wait to read it!
thank you for this great chapter!